Sunday, November 24, 2013

被偷走的那五年

今天和同事去看了一部让我哭了的电影,对了,就是现在很火红的《被偷走的那五年》。

其实一开始,就觉得,就台湾电影啊~应该看了就过了,没什么。但是却让我想了很多很多。
故事述说,女主角失去记忆了,停留在五年前快乐的时光。一觉醒来,就什么都不一样了。那种彷徨、无助,我想我是可以同理的。努力寻找记忆后,痛苦的快乐的一并回来了,快乐的时光回来了。但是,女主角却遇到了人生的瓶颈。

如果有一天,我也这样了,一直需要别人照料,而除了另一半,就没有别人了,那么,我会像她一样幸福吗?
如果有那么样的结局,我想我也会像她一样选择动手术,冒着20%的机率,因为不想拖累爱自己的人。
瘫痪了,我也会选择拔掉那个在维持生命的仪器。
至死不渝,已经是70年代落幕的戏码了。

自从去年变天后,我的性格变得很小姐,脾气变得很变扭、不再那么的坚强、可是生活习惯变得好随便,明白我不再停留,要四处乱串,不再挑剔了。眼泪也变得好廉价,因为变天后,眼泪好容易就掉出来了,不管小事大事,就是没那么坚决了。过去,我决定了就不会改,有自我的一套道德价值,从来不能被动摇。现在,我都希望身边的人快乐,没那么多界限了。

不管是变天,还是这部电影,都说明了一个铁一般的现实。
不管是亲情、爱情、还是友情,相爱的时间永远不够,不够时间相爱、不够时间关心、不够时间说话、没有时间吵架。
不要浪费时间和不爱的人说话
不要浪费时间和心爱的人吵架
珍惜时间,拥抱代替吵架。

XOXO!

Saturday, November 23, 2013

Devil return!!!

Heyo~~ Its me Pui Yen returning to the position of blogger ever since i abandoned this secret little garden of my own(I'm really sorry!!!)

So some or none might wonder :
1. WHY I DID ABANDONED BLOGSPOT?
I'm sorry but i did so because i was too occupied with reality, Facebook and Youtube most of the time, and once i have the time, you know~~~~ i never return :( But i am here now, i believe it's a great good best ever move to kick start my blogspot over again, haha! 


2. WHY WOULD I RETURN?
Well, in the end of the day, or the week, or a stage of life, people need a glance of the past through the rear-view mirror, at least i never doubted any part of that. The moment i settle down, sit in front of my lovely lappy ( not the previous one, GD burglar took it ! ), listening to oldies and Jazz, and recalling what i had done, where i had been and what are those thoughts in my mind that feel so close yet too far to tell whoever that was nearby. You know, some thoughts are only understandable with person with similar perspectives, well, soulmate i believe my colleague would be calling them, hahahaha!!! (That's a interesting part of my internship now, funny jokes all around! will share in future! )
Overall, it's just a moment for myself. A secret garden where i would plant what i like and shelter me throughout the storm, and the emotions :)


3. WHY DID I DELETED ALL MY PREVIOUS POSTS?
Well, for those who know me long enough, you guys should know that i had a 4-years relationship in 2008, yup, it's over last year. Don't ask why, it just ended and i am not grieving about it, i am ok-good-better-best ever, cheers!
will be updating about PIT STOP CAFE soon, stay tuned!


XOXO!
Pui Yen.
with love and passion. For life.